today y saw you..
and i die..of happiness and nervous it was so overwhelming omg i still cant get over it its was so magical at the same time it took me a while to understand that it was you.. and i was soooo excited but nervous and fearfull and oooh my then you saw me and smile at me and it was magical sooo amazing to see your smile youu know how much i adore that smile that beautiful smile that melts me in seconds pff and i smile at you and just stand there looking at you without believe that it was YOU and i was happy then i walk and face the truth: YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE and i dont belong to you.. you are far away from here and the moment pass and the guilty come so strong and horrible and i just want to cryyyyyyyyyy a lot cause youre away and im a horrible person and i hate i hate the fact that i cant FORGET ANYTHING all the feeling are there they arent going anywhere and they are stronger just like 2 years ago... and im weak very weak i just want to hug you but that CANT be and i know that our moment with come in one moment on our life and im willing to wait here and if the moment dont come its fine im happy anyway you are just a memory that never will go and youre a part of me and i domt want to let you go this way its so much better...