You put your arms around me and I'm home

maybe its all in my head
maybe i made it up.. in my head
everything is just a lie
maybe i wasnt anything to you
i didnt mean anything to you
and you dont care about me!
and you even forgot my name!
and im here
STUCK WITH YOU FOREVER!
and you dont even care..
you never do
you just care about HER and im just another girl
im just an old adventure
im in the past to you
that didnt mean anything
and maybe im the only one into you.
and i hate it
i dont care im happy to see you and i dont want to think about anything at all
i just want to think in your smile.
thats all.-
but i cant help it;( i got so many questions and so few answers
i dont know what to do with myself..
weird feelings
fucking mind -_-